但是，我们是否有点太看得起自己了。。 骑着脚踏车往上行可是件不容易的事情哪~比爬山或跑步还来得吃力。。 才骑不了多远，就开始喘气了。。 中力不足！真是未老先衰哪~需要检讨检讨！还有还有，我发现，我的脚踏车只是下斜坡时用的，往下冲的那刻，真是又快又刺激却超凉快的！至于上坡嘛~还是推着脚踏车用走得好了==ll
除了运动，最最重要当然是拍照了！！不拍不爽，拍了才爽！况且，我那班朋友最多怪搞头了。哈哈~ 怎样？不错吧？我们的自恋倾向可是到了如火如荼的地步。。。。
Monday, September 28, 2009
Taman Pertanian for cycling 趴趴走
天啊~我又跟好伙伴们到处“趴趴走”了。我最近老是坐不静，越是感到压力时，就越老爱往外跑。刚结束了一个学期也完成了大考的我，到底在烦恼着什么呢？是无病呻吟吗？不对不对。。不用怀疑，就是那见鬼的毕业论文惹的祸根。不管了，先接触下大自然，做做运动后再说！
但是，我们是否有点太看得起自己了。。 骑着脚踏车往上行可是件不容易的事情哪~比爬山或跑步还来得吃力。。 才骑不了多远，就开始喘气了。。 中力不足！真是未老先衰哪~需要检讨检讨！还有还有，我发现，我的脚踏车只是下斜坡时用的，往下冲的那刻，真是又快又刺激却超凉快的！至于上坡嘛~还是推着脚踏车用走得好了==ll
除了运动，最最重要当然是拍照了！！不拍不爽，拍了才爽！况且，我那班朋友最多怪搞头了。哈哈~ 怎样？不错吧？我们的自恋倾向可是到了如火如荼的地步。。。。
但是，我们是否有点太看得起自己了。。 骑着脚踏车往上行可是件不容易的事情哪~比爬山或跑步还来得吃力。。 才骑不了多远，就开始喘气了。。 中力不足！真是未老先衰哪~需要检讨检讨！还有还有，我发现，我的脚踏车只是下斜坡时用的，往下冲的那刻，真是又快又刺激却超凉快的！至于上坡嘛~还是推着脚踏车用走得好了==ll
除了运动，最最重要当然是拍照了！！不拍不爽，拍了才爽！况且，我那班朋友最多怪搞头了。哈哈~ 怎样？不错吧？我们的自恋倾向可是到了如火如荼的地步。。。。
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Arthur's day Party
A party like this comes once in 250 years, join the worldwide celebration!
"I gotta a feeling...that tonight 's gonna be a good good night~"
Yes, Black Eyed Peas has come to Malaysia for Authur's day Party at Sunway Surf Beach!
Apparently, this event was very successful and crowed with peoples!!
I felt great that been invited by Desmond to be his partner for the event since I was still under my 3 weeks holidays now. The most admirable is that I was free admission... Thanks to Desmond Yap, Thanks to Guinness!! Because of you, we got the free of BEP's autograph CD album. Besides, the most excited part was we were able to get close with BEP, shaked hand with each of them and take photo with them as well~ that's fantastic!!
^^Black Eyed Peas^^
Fergie's is the most i like ><
damn lucky can took photo with them \*0*/
Free of autograph album!
Yes!!! Beers is always a needed in a party!!.....do I look pro as a bartender? nah ~
Time to drinks wei~
~Desmond and me~
Mandy and her bf's Chee Keong!
Cheers~ For tonight!
Saturday, September 26, 2009
诱惑 Seducing
“I should taste of your lips that night!”
亲爱的，在那动感十足的夜晚，
你唤起了我的魔性，我的不安分，
You aroused my evil,
让我想对你使坏，对你为所欲为。
made me feeling naughty on you,
你让我紧贴着你的胸膛，
You let me close with your chest,
有意无意的摆动着腰肢 ,
and I, intentionally or unintentionally swinging my waist,
随着音乐舞动着，
kept moving with my body together with the music,
你不去点破我的伎俩，我的恶性基因，
You did not exposed to my trick, my gene of evil,
紧握着我的手，
But Hold my hand tightly,
围绕我的腰肢，
Around my waist,
一起融入这火热，霓蔓着暧昧的气氛，
Together fall into the fiery and ambiguous atmosphere,
我那耳边的呼吸，背部传来的心跳，
I can felt your breathing beside my ears , sense the heartbeat came from my back,
让我发出得逞的微笑。
I smile for my successful.
亲爱的，我的确在诱惑你，
My dear, I do tempted you,
不需宽衣解带，不需庸俗睡衣点缀，
without take off my clothes, without sexy nightwear,
但足以唤起你的热情澎湃，
but is enough to arouse your enthusiasm surging,
别怀疑，别迷惑，
Do not doubt, do not confused,
只是想偶尔放纵自己，
I Just want to indulge myself occasionally,
卸下虚伪的天使面具，
Remove the hypocritical of angel mask
让恶魔支配。
Let the devil to take over me.
随着音乐舞动着，
kept moving with my body together with the music,
你不去点破我的伎俩，我的恶性基因，
You did not exposed to my trick, my gene of evil,
紧握着我的手，
But Hold my hand tightly,
围绕我的腰肢，
Around my waist,
一起融入这火热，霓蔓着暧昧的气氛，
Together fall into the fiery and ambiguous atmosphere,
我那耳边的呼吸，背部传来的心跳，
I can felt your breathing beside my ears , sense the heartbeat came from my back,
让我发出得逞的微笑。
I smile for my successful.
亲爱的，我的确在诱惑你，
My dear, I do tempted you,
不需宽衣解带，不需庸俗睡衣点缀，
without take off my clothes, without sexy nightwear,
但足以唤起你的热情澎湃，
but is enough to arouse your enthusiasm surging,
别怀疑，别迷惑，
Do not doubt, do not confused,
只是想偶尔放纵自己，
I Just want to indulge myself occasionally,
卸下虚伪的天使面具，
Remove the hypocritical of angel mask
让恶魔支配。
Let the devil to take over me.
My Movies This Month
I had watched 2 movies in this month once I completed my final exam. I would like to recommend some nice movies to you guys if you have planned to watch movie currently! There are two different kinds of movies that able to make you Schizophrenia if you watch it at the same day. 1st movie that I watched was about the natural disaster of Tsunami that cause of deaths and even lost of home and beloved. The beginning of the story is just a bit funny or might be consider as a bit stupid and boring for some peoples but it was able to bring you up about the story and make you cry at the end of part. Besides to present the sensation scene of Tsunami, this movie also used to tell their audience that YOU must appreciated every single thing in your life, open your heart, put down your stubborn and to communicate more with the one in your life instead of fighting and conflict. Other than that, the movie being used to show the grandness of Front-line workers for example like soldiers or doctors that always put the life of others upon themselves.
The 2nd movie that I watched yesterday together with my friend's Desmond was The Ugly Truth. We tried to find out something to do before start of the Arthur's day party at Sunway Surf Beach. This is not just a common love story that we always perceived but it's a story about the different of perceiving about love between a women & man. I was just pretty surprised that government did not band the movie and censored much on it since its considering a lot of topics about SEX and some dialogues that might be obscene to some peoples, for example about blow jobs, sucking and more. I had almost laughed until lung out at the middle part of this movie regarding to the women vibration toy. This movie is awesome and I believe you won't regret to watch it out!!
As Usual, shopping was the next exercise after watching movie. One of the dress that I tried yesterday at FOREVER 21 which cost around RM112 if not mistaken but it was just revealed my fatty body through the mirror in the fitting room, so I didn't buy it at the end of day. Somehow the patterns of flowers always make me looks old and weird. Wednesday, September 23, 2009
FREE of "face mapping" and "microzone facial" Dermalogica Treatment
爱美真的是女人的天性。今天原本是大考的最后一天， 该认真地把握每分每秒，多看多了解的。结果，一到学校，就被朋友告知，AsterSpring Spa at KLCC 有FREE of "face mapping" and "microzone facial" Dermalogica Treatment costed RM68 for new trial customer. 只需进入以下的网站去做个登记http://www.passionanggun.com/ (Just click in to the link to make a registration & make a call with the contact number that stated on the web page to make an appointment with them.) 然后再顺手拨个电话约个时间就行了。结果，我即时放下笔记，踏入大学里的Comp Lab去登记，后约时间。一考完两个小时的考卷，就跟朋友动身往KLCC去了。ps: I was entered to the wrong hall for my final exam today >.<里面的环境很雅致也很舒适，服务态度也特别的好又有礼貌的。当她服务完毕后，问我感觉如何呀？我说没什么感觉。她问我平时都怎样照顾保养脸部，老实说我一概不通。我真怀疑，自己是个女人吗？因为以前我都只做基本功-洗脸。直到脸部越来越糟，年龄越来越大，才惊觉保养真的很重要。是时候好好学习如何照顾自己的脸部了。
我还偷偷的打听了BodyMassage的价钱。。Full Body Massage 有两种，Detox Massage 价于 RM146左右，至于Body Stress Reduction Massage 价于RM174左右~ 至于Half BodyMassage呢，那就除于2咯。每时段是一小时。Body Massage 的价钱还算公道的。Facial就比较贵了。。从RM198 算起 ==li 有兴趣知道更多的朋友，可以随时打去他们的Client Services Careline +603 78096666。他们在很多地方都设有分行。
Monday, September 21, 2009
一念天堂，一念地狱. Heaven or Hell
你说，爱只身于天堂，不在于地狱，
You say, love alone in heaven, not hell，
你说，爱只需凭于感觉，不需要讲究责任，
You say, love only in the sense of virtue, not to responsibility，
你说，爱只在于曾经拥有，不在乎时间长短，
You say, love is only once, do not care about the length of time，
你说，爱只在于彼此间的快乐，何必执着于婚姻枷锁，
You say, love lies in each other's happiness, not end up with marriage,
你说，爱只在于填补彼此的空虚，何必附注任何承诺与自由，
You say, love is only to fill the emptiness with each other, not attach to promises and freedom,
我说，你的爱是自私，
I said, your love is selfish,
我说，你的爱是逃避，
I said, your love is escape,
我说，你的爱是肉体欢愉，
I said, your love is physical joy,
我说，你的爱是随便，
I said, your love is casual,
我说，你的爱是残缺。
I said, your love is incomplete,
双臂紧紧地拥抱着她，身体密切的紧贴着，
Arms hugging her body close to a close,
狂野的激情，狂野的心跳，狂野的触碰，
Wild passion, wild heart, wild touch,
颤抖的唇，颤抖的诱人身躯，颤抖的修长双腿，
Trembling of the lips, trembling of seductive body, shaking of the slender legs,
激发着体内的唇唇欲动，
Stimulate the chemical response of desire in body,
指尖轻轻的抚摸着柔滑，雪白的肌肤，
Fingertips gently touching the smooth, white skin,
感受彼此间的不同，
Feelings among the different
散落的衣物，由客厅延至主卧房,
Scattered clothing, extended master bedroom from the living room,
看出他们的迫不及待，
Revealing their pressing,
轻轻的关上门，隔绝了外界的一切，
Gently shut the door, cut off from the outside world,
只听见彼此的喘息声，
Only to hear each other's breathing sound,
贪膩的索求着，填补心灵寂寞的粮食，
Nonstop with the solicit to fulfill the emptiness of lonely soul,
那么的舒服快乐，热气沸腾，真的到达了天堂吗？
So comfortable, happy, boiling hot, do I really reached the heaven?
即使，那真的是天堂，
Even though, it really is paradise,
但，又能呆多久呢？
But, can stay for how long?
下一站，又会到那？
Next stop, where will be go?
这一刻，你爱上了她；
At this moment, you have fallen in love with her;
下一刻，你又忘了这一个她；
The next moment, and you forget this one her;
转个弯，你又有了另一个她。
Turn the corner, you have another her.
这不是随“心”， 而是随“性”，
This is not with the "heart", but with the "sex",
心灵早已干枯，腐烂不抗，
Mind, soul and spirit have long been dry, decay.
其实，你所谓的人间天堂，早已是一片人间地狱。
In fact, you so-called paradise on earth, has long been a hell on earth.
You say, love alone in heaven, not hell，
你说，爱只需凭于感觉，不需要讲究责任，
You say, love only in the sense of virtue, not to responsibility，
你说，爱只在于曾经拥有，不在乎时间长短，
You say, love is only once, do not care about the length of time，
你说，爱只在于彼此间的快乐，何必执着于婚姻枷锁，
You say, love lies in each other's happiness, not end up with marriage,
你说，爱只在于填补彼此的空虚，何必附注任何承诺与自由，
You say, love is only to fill the emptiness with each other, not attach to promises and freedom,
我说，你的爱是自私，
I said, your love is selfish,
我说，你的爱是逃避，
I said, your love is escape,
我说，你的爱是肉体欢愉，
I said, your love is physical joy,
我说，你的爱是随便，
I said, your love is casual,
我说，你的爱是残缺。
I said, your love is incomplete,
双臂紧紧地拥抱着她，身体密切的紧贴着，
Arms hugging her body close to a close,
狂野的激情，狂野的心跳，狂野的触碰，
Wild passion, wild heart, wild touch,
颤抖的唇，颤抖的诱人身躯，颤抖的修长双腿，
Trembling of the lips, trembling of seductive body, shaking of the slender legs,
激发着体内的唇唇欲动，
Stimulate the chemical response of desire in body,
指尖轻轻的抚摸着柔滑，雪白的肌肤，
Fingertips gently touching the smooth, white skin,
感受彼此间的不同，
Feelings among the different
散落的衣物，由客厅延至主卧房,
Scattered clothing, extended master bedroom from the living room,
看出他们的迫不及待，
Revealing their pressing,
轻轻的关上门，隔绝了外界的一切，
Gently shut the door, cut off from the outside world,
只听见彼此的喘息声，
Only to hear each other's breathing sound,
贪膩的索求着，填补心灵寂寞的粮食，
Nonstop with the solicit to fulfill the emptiness of lonely soul,
那么的舒服快乐，热气沸腾，真的到达了天堂吗？
So comfortable, happy, boiling hot, do I really reached the heaven?
即使，那真的是天堂，
Even though, it really is paradise,
但，又能呆多久呢？
But, can stay for how long?
下一站，又会到那？
Next stop, where will be go?
这一刻，你爱上了她；
At this moment, you have fallen in love with her;
下一刻，你又忘了这一个她；
The next moment, and you forget this one her;
转个弯，你又有了另一个她。
Turn the corner, you have another her.
这不是随“心”， 而是随“性”，
This is not with the "heart", but with the "sex",
心灵早已干枯，腐烂不抗，
Mind, soul and spirit have long been dry, decay.
其实，你所谓的人间天堂，早已是一片人间地狱。
In fact, you so-called paradise on earth, has long been a hell on earth.
Friday, September 18, 2009
鬼话连篇之手
鬼话连篇之手（一）夜尿
不懂你们有没有过拖错手的经历呢？有时，跟朋友在街上走着走着。。。随手就拖起旁边的那一只手，也没去确定你握着的那只手是否就是你朋友的。回头望一下，才发现竟然是个陌生人。连声说声“对不起！对不起！真是不好意思！”但，不是每一次都那么幸运的。。。因为，可能下一次，你握着的那只手，并不属于任何人的。。。因为，他们。。。。。
Joyce和Kim是一对感情好得像油条般的好姐妹淘，他们念同一个的科系，参加同一种活动，不但是同班同学，也是住在同一间宿舍的室友。两人总是一起上课，一起温习功课，一起解决生活的大小事物。就在那十坪不到的两人空间里，互相勉励，互相帮忙生活上的点点滴滴。
大学宿舍总是有很多不便的地方，尤其是上厕所，总是得通过几道长长的走廊。Joyce和Kim的宿舍位于南的方向，而宿舍公用的厕所却位于宿舍的北方。每次上厕所，总的走上五分钟多的路程。白天，那还好，一到了夜晚，连盏灯都没有。只能靠感觉和双手，慢慢的摸索前进。所以为了方便，住在宿舍的学生都会尽量的趁天黑以前去洗澡洗衣。Joyce和Kim当然也不例外，但偶尔总会有些突发事件的时候。比如活动会议开晚了，课上得太夜了等等。为了安全，她们之间有了个协议，那就是，天黑以后，不管谁要去厕所，都得告诉对方，然后陪着对方一起去。就算半夜也一样，不管再累，也必须为了对方的安全，作出稍稍的牺牲。
Kim一项都有上夜尿的习惯，为了不要麻烦Joyce, Kim在晚上八点过后，会尽量少喝水。这晚，Kim睡得很沉，或许白天操得太累了，所以这一晚睡得特别沉。直到凌晨三点左右，Kim夜尿的习惯又犯了，不管再入河的不愿意，Kim还是勉强地从温暖的被窝里爬起身。如同往常般的走向对面的床位，小小声地说“Joyce，我想上下厕所。”然后，就拖起了对方的小手，往厕所的方向走。
那条长长的走廊还是一样的黑，今晚，连月光都躲了起来，少了那小小的光线，就连自己的手，都看不清楚的。唯有用比平时还要慢的速度，摸着墙壁，一步一步地走。四周的树木也因为夜里的晚风，“撒撒撒撒地。。。摇晃个不停。。。。”只看见很多树木的影子在墙上窜插着。夜里，所有细微的声音都听得特别的清晰。滴水声，脚步声，甚至是呼吸的声音。。一息一呼的。。变得越来越急促。。。陈旧的校舍，加上夜晚的诡异，把整个空气变得阴深可怕的。 这一刻，真得很希望有把小电筒，至少着四周看起来，不会那么的恐怖。那，就来算步伐吧，分散注意力，那就不会胡思乱想了，开始咯。。。一步，两步，三步，四步，五步，六步，七步，八步。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。三十步。。。。。。六十步。。。快到了，厕所的灯光就在眼前。Kim放开对方的手，赶紧冲进了厕所间来个解决。这时候，Kim的脑袋瓜慢慢的开始苏醒。。身体开始的战抖。。感觉自己的额头开始冒冷汗。Kim这时才想起。。。因为现在是假期，Joyce今早已经回家乡了，下礼拜才会回来，离开前，还再三地提醒自己一个人要小心点。那，刚才我在宿舍里就开始拖着那只手，到底。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。是谁？。。。。。。。现在的她，该开门去趟个究竟？还是继续把自己深锁在厕所间内呢？。。。。。。。。。。。你说呢？。。。。。。。。。。。。
不过，你不开门，并不代表她进不来了吧？一个人的深夜。。谁能听到你内心的呐喊啊~呵呵呵呵呵。。。。。
鬼话连篇之手（二）敲门
那，如果一直睡在对面床的人不是Joyce...刚才从宿舍里就开始拖着那只手，到底。。。。
到底。。是谁？“或许Joyce并没有回到去？ 别在自己吓自己了！”自己在里头喃喃自语地，似乎在安慰着自己，试着将自己那慌乱恐惧的情绪冷静下来。。“没错，Joyce平时最爱跟我闹了。”“咯。。。！咯。。。！咯。。。！”敲门声顿时响起。。轻轻地，慢慢地敲了三下。该出去了吗？Kim心里在犹豫着。。如果那真得不是Joyce呢？“咯！咯！咯！”又来了，这次，敲得更急，更响！“Joyce？ 是你吧？可以回应下我吗？别闹了。Joyce？是你吗？”Kim带着疑惑的口气问道。但，换来的是一片沉静。。。敲门声也不再响起。停了下来。只听到一声接一声的滴水声。。学生总是没把水龙头关紧。。。
在里头呆得够久了，好不容易筹足了那一丁点勇气，手，慢慢地，握上了那冰冷的门把。顿时，打了个冷惬。正把门打开少许的当儿。。。突然“啪！”的一声！“啊~~~到底是怎么了？电路中断？什么时候不断，偏偏在这种时候出问题！！四周漆黑一片的，到底想怎样嘛！！！”Kim被吓了一跳，也因此再度地把门用力地关上，把整个身体靠在墙上，发了个牢骚。因为害怕，Kim很用力地捏着自己的手指。。出？不出？出？不出？出？不出？心中盘算着。“到底是要出还是不出嘛！做人怎可以那么地不干脆？难道你打算把自己关在这漆乌妈黑的厕所间里自己吓到天亮吗？这也没好过到哪里去吧？死就死吧！现在离天亮还有几个小时。没有人会在这时候来解救我吧？何况，现在是学期假期，除了我们这几个干部，还有谁会逗留在宿舍？不等了！总之门一开，就往外冲！对！就这样！一气呵成的。绝对绝对不要犹豫。”Kim自言自语得道。
Kim将耳朵靠在厕所间的门板上，仔细得听着门外的动静。但，除了滴水声，什么都没有。好吧！ 就是这时候了。。现在出去，应该没问题吧？ “一，二，三，卡！”Kim一把门打开。。。。。。。。
鬼话连篇之手（三）手电筒
“一，二，三，卡！”Kim一把门打开。。。。。。。。
Kim一把门打开，不敢乱瞄厕所的任何一个角落，眼里只望着大门的方向，头也不回地正想往外跑，这时候，却不小心地被东西绊了一角,摔倒了地。Kim感觉膝盖好像受伤了。。液体慢慢地从膝盖留了下来。。耳朵听见了“哒哒哒哒哒。。。。。”的脚步声从后方传来，越来越靠靠近自己的脚边。。很清晰地，慢慢的。。。。。。眼睛不知觉地闭了起来，心脏也“扑通扑通”的跳个不停。。。口里不断的念着“阿弥陀佛。。阿弥陀佛。。。阿弥陀佛。。阿弥陀佛。。。。。。。”千万别过来，别过来。。。。。谁？到底是谁？。。。 别再靠近了。。拜托你。。不管你是谁。。。Kim不断祈祷着，慌张害怕得不能自己。。。
一只手，搭上了Kim的肩膀！“啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊～～～～”两人同时喊了起来！
这时，灯，突然全亮了！两人望着对方，呆了五秒钟，然后大笑了起来。“Mike,这时候你怎么在这？这里是女厕，而且现在是半夜耶～”Kim问到，眼里还带着庆幸的泪光。同时，也松了一口气。Mike双手扶起了Kim“男厕就在旁边啊！我半夜想上个厕所，就觉得奇怪怎么厕所都没灯，还在想学校该不会减少开支到这种地步吧？然后就听见女厕有点声音，好像是摔倒的声音，所以就想过来瞧瞧。没想到果然！看看你自己，快摔得不成人形了，膝盖都流血了，还好吧？”“没事，只是自己太不小心了被东西绊了一下下，结果。。。。”Kim无奈的望着自己的膝盖。“东西？”Mike瞄下四周“你说的东西是你自己带着的手电筒吧？”Mike指了指那在她后方的手电筒道。Kim听言愣了一下，脸色看起来非常的苍白。手电筒。。。。
“Mike，刚刚你在外头有没有看到Joyce？或是。。。有其他人来过女厕？”Kim期盼，刚才陪同她的是Joyce，绝对是Joyce，没错的。“Joyce？没有耶。我来的时候，没看见任何人。或许，她等太久先回去了吧！你，确定你没事吗？你看起来好像很焦虑不安。”Mike关心的问道。“噢，没事。我。。。我还好。我想我先走了。谢谢你。”Kim往门外走去。“嘿，你的手电筒。”Mike随手递给了Kim。Kim犹豫了下，但，还是接了过来。没有灯光，Kim不确定自己能否一个人回得去。Kim心里有着不好的预感。她已经管不了刚才敲门的到底是谁。她一直告诉自己，刚才陪她来的一定是Joyce，只是。。或许。。刚才在外头发生了什么事，或看到了什么。。Joyce才会把自己丢下自己先离开，她做事不会那么没分寸的，从来都不会。。。Kim，现在心里挂念的是Joyce。。
Kim手里拿着那莫名其妙出现在厕所的手电筒，眼前依旧是一片黑暗的。还有看不见尽头的走廊。回去的路途好像变得更遥远了少许。Kim不敢用那手电筒到处乱照，安分守己的只把它朝向走廊上，一步步的往前走。。。突然，手滑了下，手电筒着了地。灯光照向了走廊旁的院子，Kim看见。。。。
鬼话连篇之手（四）影子
突然，手滑了下，手电筒着了地。灯光照向了走廊旁的院子，Kim看见。。。。
看见了园子的老树下，有双赤脚。就直立在那树桐旁。。。一双布满烂泥的赤脚，细细的，长长的。。。膝上是件白沙裙子，飘逸，神秘。Kim呆住了，仿佛停止了呼吸。现在的她，除了那对脚，什么都看不见。。直到，其中一只脚正要往她的方向跨出来，Kim的心脏恢复了跳动，马上拾起电筒，跌跌撞撞地往那走廊的尽头狂奔，她没有勇气去探讨那对脚的主人。。没有那勇气把手电筒往上照，那或许就可以看见对方的那张脸。但，Kim试着催眠自己，只想把这所有的一切当作是幻觉，对，也许太累了，一切都是幻觉。其实心里知道，那不可能。
Kim一进了宿舍，就马上把门板关上。一转身，只见Joyce就站在自己面前。Joyce真得没回去，是她！我的天，幸好真的是她！不是任何人。“Joyce，你刚才怎么了？怎会自己一个人先回来了呢？你把我吓坏了。是不是刚才在外头发生了什么事？”Joyce笑笑，摇了摇头。Kim握住了Joyce的双手，打了个冷惬道“Joyce，你的手怎么那么冰？连额头也是？你刚才是冷着了，才先跑回来的吧？真是抱歉！”Joyce还是笑了笑，表示没关系。“哪，夜了。你还是快去休息吧！盖多一层被单哦！别着凉了。”Kim把Joyce推进了被窝，自己也赶紧往温暖窝里塞。
躺在床上快半小时了，还是无法入睡。Kim想起了今晚一连串的惊吓和不可思议，望了望对面床铺说：“Joyce，你睡了吗？你。。。。。。。今天怎么没回到去？还有。。刚才在外头，你有没有发现什么奇怪的事啊？”没有人回答。Kim想，Joyce应该会周公去了，或许还会碰见他的儿子周杰伦呢！呵呵呵～那，我也来咯～就让我今晚可以梦见王力宏或是金成武好了。晚安，Joyce。晚安，Mike。。。晚安。。。慢慢的。。Kim也将沉入睡梦中。。隐隐约约的，好像看见了个影子就站床铺旁，就静静地望着自己。。。。。。
“嘀嘀嘀嘀嘀嘀嘀嘀嘀嘀．．．”一早就被那闹钟吵醒。。真是有够盖的！Kim心不甘，情不愿地伸了个懒腰，望了望对面的床铺，是空的。“咦？一大早就不见了？去了哪？回家乡了吗？还是出去办事情了？打给她好了。”Kim拿起手机，拨了个号。“嘟。。嘟。。嘟。。嘟。。嘟。。”怎么接不上呢？心想：等晚点忙完了年度新生活动的事宜，再试着联络她吧！Kim如此的盘算着。只是没想到，一忙就忙到了晚上八点。活动出现了点小问题，不得不马上解决。幸好有Mike, Jessie, Ruby, Oracle, August干部们的帮忙。不然，不知道还要花上多少时间才能完成。就不知道，Joyce回来了没？还是回去看看吧！
“Joyce？Joyce？呃，原来睡觉了。还在嘛～”Kim 一回到宿舍，就看见Joyce 早已把自己埋在被窝里了。“好累呢！我也来小睡片刻好了。晚点，再叫Joyce起身一起去吃夜宵。”Kim很快的就进入了梦乡。她并没有梦见王力宏或是金成武，但却梦见了Joyce。梦见了Joyce穿着她最爱的那件白沙连身群，站在路的另一端对她说话。。可惜Kim听不见Joyce到底对她说了些什么。。只看见她的嘴唇在动，脸带愁容的。Kim开不了口，也动不了。。。然后，看着。。。。Joyce在她眼前，慢慢的消失不见。。。
Kim惊醒时，已经是半夜三点二十分。她发现Joyce不在床上！手机在这时突然响起。。。
鬼话连篇之手（五）真相
不懂你们有没有过拖错手的经历呢？有时，跟朋友在街上走着走着。。。随手就拖起旁边的那一只手，也没去确定你握着的那只手是否就是你朋友的。回头望一下，才发现竟然是个陌生人。连声说声“对不起！对不起！真是不好意思！”但，不是每一次都那么幸运的。。。因为，可能下一次，你握着的那只手，并不属于任何人的。。。因为，他们。。。。。
Joyce和Kim是一对感情好得像油条般的好姐妹淘，他们念同一个的科系，参加同一种活动，不但是同班同学，也是住在同一间宿舍的室友。两人总是一起上课，一起温习功课，一起解决生活的大小事物。就在那十坪不到的两人空间里，互相勉励，互相帮忙生活上的点点滴滴。
大学宿舍总是有很多不便的地方，尤其是上厕所，总是得通过几道长长的走廊。Joyce和Kim的宿舍位于南的方向，而宿舍公用的厕所却位于宿舍的北方。每次上厕所，总的走上五分钟多的路程。白天，那还好，一到了夜晚，连盏灯都没有。只能靠感觉和双手，慢慢的摸索前进。所以为了方便，住在宿舍的学生都会尽量的趁天黑以前去洗澡洗衣。Joyce和Kim当然也不例外，但偶尔总会有些突发事件的时候。比如活动会议开晚了，课上得太夜了等等。为了安全，她们之间有了个协议，那就是，天黑以后，不管谁要去厕所，都得告诉对方，然后陪着对方一起去。就算半夜也一样，不管再累，也必须为了对方的安全，作出稍稍的牺牲。
Kim一项都有上夜尿的习惯，为了不要麻烦Joyce, Kim在晚上八点过后，会尽量少喝水。这晚，Kim睡得很沉，或许白天操得太累了，所以这一晚睡得特别沉。直到凌晨三点左右，Kim夜尿的习惯又犯了，不管再入河的不愿意，Kim还是勉强地从温暖的被窝里爬起身。如同往常般的走向对面的床位，小小声地说“Joyce，我想上下厕所。”然后，就拖起了对方的小手，往厕所的方向走。
那条长长的走廊还是一样的黑，今晚，连月光都躲了起来，少了那小小的光线，就连自己的手，都看不清楚的。唯有用比平时还要慢的速度，摸着墙壁，一步一步地走。四周的树木也因为夜里的晚风，“撒撒撒撒地。。。摇晃个不停。。。。”只看见很多树木的影子在墙上窜插着。夜里，所有细微的声音都听得特别的清晰。滴水声，脚步声，甚至是呼吸的声音。。一息一呼的。。变得越来越急促。。。陈旧的校舍，加上夜晚的诡异，把整个空气变得阴深可怕的。 这一刻，真得很希望有把小电筒，至少着四周看起来，不会那么的恐怖。那，就来算步伐吧，分散注意力，那就不会胡思乱想了，开始咯。。。一步，两步，三步，四步，五步，六步，七步，八步。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。三十步。。。。。。六十步。。。快到了，厕所的灯光就在眼前。Kim放开对方的手，赶紧冲进了厕所间来个解决。这时候，Kim的脑袋瓜慢慢的开始苏醒。。身体开始的战抖。。感觉自己的额头开始冒冷汗。Kim这时才想起。。。因为现在是假期，Joyce今早已经回家乡了，下礼拜才会回来，离开前，还再三地提醒自己一个人要小心点。那，刚才我在宿舍里就开始拖着那只手，到底。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。是谁？。。。。。。。现在的她，该开门去趟个究竟？还是继续把自己深锁在厕所间内呢？。。。。。。。。。。。你说呢？。。。。。。。。。。。。
不过，你不开门，并不代表她进不来了吧？一个人的深夜。。谁能听到你内心的呐喊啊~呵呵呵呵呵。。。。。
鬼话连篇之手（二）敲门
那，如果一直睡在对面床的人不是Joyce...刚才从宿舍里就开始拖着那只手，到底。。。。
到底。。是谁？“或许Joyce并没有回到去？ 别在自己吓自己了！”自己在里头喃喃自语地，似乎在安慰着自己，试着将自己那慌乱恐惧的情绪冷静下来。。“没错，Joyce平时最爱跟我闹了。”“咯。。。！咯。。。！咯。。。！”敲门声顿时响起。。轻轻地，慢慢地敲了三下。该出去了吗？Kim心里在犹豫着。。如果那真得不是Joyce呢？“咯！咯！咯！”又来了，这次，敲得更急，更响！“Joyce？ 是你吧？可以回应下我吗？别闹了。Joyce？是你吗？”Kim带着疑惑的口气问道。但，换来的是一片沉静。。。敲门声也不再响起。停了下来。只听到一声接一声的滴水声。。学生总是没把水龙头关紧。。。
在里头呆得够久了，好不容易筹足了那一丁点勇气，手，慢慢地，握上了那冰冷的门把。顿时，打了个冷惬。正把门打开少许的当儿。。。突然“啪！”的一声！“啊~~~到底是怎么了？电路中断？什么时候不断，偏偏在这种时候出问题！！四周漆黑一片的，到底想怎样嘛！！！”Kim被吓了一跳，也因此再度地把门用力地关上，把整个身体靠在墙上，发了个牢骚。因为害怕，Kim很用力地捏着自己的手指。。出？不出？出？不出？出？不出？心中盘算着。“到底是要出还是不出嘛！做人怎可以那么地不干脆？难道你打算把自己关在这漆乌妈黑的厕所间里自己吓到天亮吗？这也没好过到哪里去吧？死就死吧！现在离天亮还有几个小时。没有人会在这时候来解救我吧？何况，现在是学期假期，除了我们这几个干部，还有谁会逗留在宿舍？不等了！总之门一开，就往外冲！对！就这样！一气呵成的。绝对绝对不要犹豫。”Kim自言自语得道。
Kim将耳朵靠在厕所间的门板上，仔细得听着门外的动静。但，除了滴水声，什么都没有。好吧！ 就是这时候了。。现在出去，应该没问题吧？ “一，二，三，卡！”Kim一把门打开。。。。。。。。
鬼话连篇之手（三）手电筒
“一，二，三，卡！”Kim一把门打开。。。。。。。。
Kim一把门打开，不敢乱瞄厕所的任何一个角落，眼里只望着大门的方向，头也不回地正想往外跑，这时候，却不小心地被东西绊了一角,摔倒了地。Kim感觉膝盖好像受伤了。。液体慢慢地从膝盖留了下来。。耳朵听见了“哒哒哒哒哒。。。。。”的脚步声从后方传来，越来越靠靠近自己的脚边。。很清晰地，慢慢的。。。。。。眼睛不知觉地闭了起来，心脏也“扑通扑通”的跳个不停。。。口里不断的念着“阿弥陀佛。。阿弥陀佛。。。阿弥陀佛。。阿弥陀佛。。。。。。。”千万别过来，别过来。。。。。谁？到底是谁？。。。 别再靠近了。。拜托你。。不管你是谁。。。Kim不断祈祷着，慌张害怕得不能自己。。。
一只手，搭上了Kim的肩膀！“啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊～～～～”两人同时喊了起来！
这时，灯，突然全亮了！两人望着对方，呆了五秒钟，然后大笑了起来。“Mike,这时候你怎么在这？这里是女厕，而且现在是半夜耶～”Kim问到，眼里还带着庆幸的泪光。同时，也松了一口气。Mike双手扶起了Kim“男厕就在旁边啊！我半夜想上个厕所，就觉得奇怪怎么厕所都没灯，还在想学校该不会减少开支到这种地步吧？然后就听见女厕有点声音，好像是摔倒的声音，所以就想过来瞧瞧。没想到果然！看看你自己，快摔得不成人形了，膝盖都流血了，还好吧？”“没事，只是自己太不小心了被东西绊了一下下，结果。。。。”Kim无奈的望着自己的膝盖。“东西？”Mike瞄下四周“你说的东西是你自己带着的手电筒吧？”Mike指了指那在她后方的手电筒道。Kim听言愣了一下，脸色看起来非常的苍白。手电筒。。。。
“Mike，刚刚你在外头有没有看到Joyce？或是。。。有其他人来过女厕？”Kim期盼，刚才陪同她的是Joyce，绝对是Joyce，没错的。“Joyce？没有耶。我来的时候，没看见任何人。或许，她等太久先回去了吧！你，确定你没事吗？你看起来好像很焦虑不安。”Mike关心的问道。“噢，没事。我。。。我还好。我想我先走了。谢谢你。”Kim往门外走去。“嘿，你的手电筒。”Mike随手递给了Kim。Kim犹豫了下，但，还是接了过来。没有灯光，Kim不确定自己能否一个人回得去。Kim心里有着不好的预感。她已经管不了刚才敲门的到底是谁。她一直告诉自己，刚才陪她来的一定是Joyce，只是。。或许。。刚才在外头发生了什么事，或看到了什么。。Joyce才会把自己丢下自己先离开，她做事不会那么没分寸的，从来都不会。。。Kim，现在心里挂念的是Joyce。。
Kim手里拿着那莫名其妙出现在厕所的手电筒，眼前依旧是一片黑暗的。还有看不见尽头的走廊。回去的路途好像变得更遥远了少许。Kim不敢用那手电筒到处乱照，安分守己的只把它朝向走廊上，一步步的往前走。。。突然，手滑了下，手电筒着了地。灯光照向了走廊旁的院子，Kim看见。。。。
鬼话连篇之手（四）影子
突然，手滑了下，手电筒着了地。灯光照向了走廊旁的院子，Kim看见。。。。
看见了园子的老树下，有双赤脚。就直立在那树桐旁。。。一双布满烂泥的赤脚，细细的，长长的。。。膝上是件白沙裙子，飘逸，神秘。Kim呆住了，仿佛停止了呼吸。现在的她，除了那对脚，什么都看不见。。直到，其中一只脚正要往她的方向跨出来，Kim的心脏恢复了跳动，马上拾起电筒，跌跌撞撞地往那走廊的尽头狂奔，她没有勇气去探讨那对脚的主人。。没有那勇气把手电筒往上照，那或许就可以看见对方的那张脸。但，Kim试着催眠自己，只想把这所有的一切当作是幻觉，对，也许太累了，一切都是幻觉。其实心里知道，那不可能。
Kim一进了宿舍，就马上把门板关上。一转身，只见Joyce就站在自己面前。Joyce真得没回去，是她！我的天，幸好真的是她！不是任何人。“Joyce，你刚才怎么了？怎会自己一个人先回来了呢？你把我吓坏了。是不是刚才在外头发生了什么事？”Joyce笑笑，摇了摇头。Kim握住了Joyce的双手，打了个冷惬道“Joyce，你的手怎么那么冰？连额头也是？你刚才是冷着了，才先跑回来的吧？真是抱歉！”Joyce还是笑了笑，表示没关系。“哪，夜了。你还是快去休息吧！盖多一层被单哦！别着凉了。”Kim把Joyce推进了被窝，自己也赶紧往温暖窝里塞。
躺在床上快半小时了，还是无法入睡。Kim想起了今晚一连串的惊吓和不可思议，望了望对面床铺说：“Joyce，你睡了吗？你。。。。。。。今天怎么没回到去？还有。。刚才在外头，你有没有发现什么奇怪的事啊？”没有人回答。Kim想，Joyce应该会周公去了，或许还会碰见他的儿子周杰伦呢！呵呵呵～那，我也来咯～就让我今晚可以梦见王力宏或是金成武好了。晚安，Joyce。晚安，Mike。。。晚安。。。慢慢的。。Kim也将沉入睡梦中。。隐隐约约的，好像看见了个影子就站床铺旁，就静静地望着自己。。。。。。
“嘀嘀嘀嘀嘀嘀嘀嘀嘀嘀．．．”一早就被那闹钟吵醒。。真是有够盖的！Kim心不甘，情不愿地伸了个懒腰，望了望对面的床铺，是空的。“咦？一大早就不见了？去了哪？回家乡了吗？还是出去办事情了？打给她好了。”Kim拿起手机，拨了个号。“嘟。。嘟。。嘟。。嘟。。嘟。。”怎么接不上呢？心想：等晚点忙完了年度新生活动的事宜，再试着联络她吧！Kim如此的盘算着。只是没想到，一忙就忙到了晚上八点。活动出现了点小问题，不得不马上解决。幸好有Mike, Jessie, Ruby, Oracle, August干部们的帮忙。不然，不知道还要花上多少时间才能完成。就不知道，Joyce回来了没？还是回去看看吧！
“Joyce？Joyce？呃，原来睡觉了。还在嘛～”Kim 一回到宿舍，就看见Joyce 早已把自己埋在被窝里了。“好累呢！我也来小睡片刻好了。晚点，再叫Joyce起身一起去吃夜宵。”Kim很快的就进入了梦乡。她并没有梦见王力宏或是金成武，但却梦见了Joyce。梦见了Joyce穿着她最爱的那件白沙连身群，站在路的另一端对她说话。。可惜Kim听不见Joyce到底对她说了些什么。。只看见她的嘴唇在动，脸带愁容的。Kim开不了口，也动不了。。。然后，看着。。。。Joyce在她眼前，慢慢的消失不见。。。
Kim惊醒时，已经是半夜三点二十分。她发现Joyce不在床上！手机在这时突然响起。。。
鬼话连篇之手（五）真相
Kim惊醒时，已经是半夜三点二十分。她发现Joyce不在床上！手机在这时突然响起。。。
“喂，那位？”Kim接起来点，总觉得心毛毛的，凌晨的电话总是令人感到不安。“抱歉，那么也打扰你。我是Joyce的妈妈。Kim，Joyce她。。。”“噢，阿姨，你要找Joyce吗？Joyce她。。。。”Kim想告诉她，Joyce刚才还在，但现在不知道去了哪。还没讲完，就被阿姨给打频了。“Kim，你听我说。。。。这对你来说或许太难以接受了，毕竟。。。你们还那么的年轻，不该那么造谣你们去面对如此冷酷的事情。但，Kim，有些事，我想让你知道。Joyce她，不在了。”阿姨难过的道。“不在？阿姨，Joyce明明还。。。”Kim疑惑。“她不在了，Kim！你听见吗？她在回来的途中，发生了车祸，在医院昏迷了四天，刚在两小时前离开我们了。永远的离开了。。。Kim，Joyce永远回不来了！”阿姨激动得哄着，最后忍不住哭了。。。。
接下来，阿姨说什么我都听不见了。。。Kim不知道自己在房里呆了多久。。。也不知道现在是什么时候了。天亮了吗？但，到现在她还是没办法消化自己所听到的。没办法。这几晚，Joyce都一直地睡在自己的对面。她还陪她上厕所，还对着她微笑。突然，灵光一闪，很多零零碎碎的片断窜了起来。。。。。Joyce这几天，只有在晚间出现，也没有开口说过一句话。发生车祸的那一晚，她依然回到了他们之间的小宿舍。她陪伴着她上洗手间，去敲了她的门，她为她找来了手电筒，正不是她当时所需要的吗？她也没有丢下她不管，她一起都在陪伴着她，就在那院子的老树下。。。看着她，陪伴她走那长长的走廊。。；每晚都会回到他们的宿舍陪她入睡。。甚至依依不舍的站在她床铺旁守着她。。。她在梦里说的话，顿时清晰了起来，就是那句“再见了，Kim，我最好的朋友。”最好的朋友。。。。泪，开始滑落。。。
从那天开始，Joyce没有再出现。而Kim也搬离了校舍，在附近租了间小套房。最后一次见到Joyce是在她的葬礼，她穿上了那件最爱的白沙连身群，梦里的那件，树下地那一件。也画上了一个漂亮的妆，像天使一样，美丽安详。那天，Kim轻轻的在她的棺木旁，轻轻的说“安息吧！我最美丽的Joyce，我最爱的朋友。我会好好照顾自己的。”
随着Joyce的离去，校园开始流传了鬼故事。。。
“夜间上厕所不要害怕哦。。因为有位学姐总是在那棵老树下看顾着你。。”
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“喂，那位？”Kim接起来点，总觉得心毛毛的，凌晨的电话总是令人感到不安。“抱歉，那么也打扰你。我是Joyce的妈妈。Kim，Joyce她。。。”“噢，阿姨，你要找Joyce吗？Joyce她。。。。”Kim想告诉她，Joyce刚才还在，但现在不知道去了哪。还没讲完，就被阿姨给打频了。“Kim，你听我说。。。。这对你来说或许太难以接受了，毕竟。。。你们还那么的年轻，不该那么造谣你们去面对如此冷酷的事情。但，Kim，有些事，我想让你知道。Joyce她，不在了。”阿姨难过的道。“不在？阿姨，Joyce明明还。。。”Kim疑惑。“她不在了，Kim！你听见吗？她在回来的途中，发生了车祸，在医院昏迷了四天，刚在两小时前离开我们了。永远的离开了。。。Kim，Joyce永远回不来了！”阿姨激动得哄着，最后忍不住哭了。。。。
接下来，阿姨说什么我都听不见了。。。Kim不知道自己在房里呆了多久。。。也不知道现在是什么时候了。天亮了吗？但，到现在她还是没办法消化自己所听到的。没办法。这几晚，Joyce都一直地睡在自己的对面。她还陪她上厕所，还对着她微笑。突然，灵光一闪，很多零零碎碎的片断窜了起来。。。。。Joyce这几天，只有在晚间出现，也没有开口说过一句话。发生车祸的那一晚，她依然回到了他们之间的小宿舍。她陪伴着她上洗手间，去敲了她的门，她为她找来了手电筒，正不是她当时所需要的吗？她也没有丢下她不管，她一起都在陪伴着她，就在那院子的老树下。。。看着她，陪伴她走那长长的走廊。。；每晚都会回到他们的宿舍陪她入睡。。甚至依依不舍的站在她床铺旁守着她。。。她在梦里说的话，顿时清晰了起来，就是那句“再见了，Kim，我最好的朋友。”最好的朋友。。。。泪，开始滑落。。。
从那天开始，Joyce没有再出现。而Kim也搬离了校舍，在附近租了间小套房。最后一次见到Joyce是在她的葬礼，她穿上了那件最爱的白沙连身群，梦里的那件，树下地那一件。也画上了一个漂亮的妆，像天使一样，美丽安详。那天，Kim轻轻的在她的棺木旁，轻轻的说“安息吧！我最美丽的Joyce，我最爱的朋友。我会好好照顾自己的。”
随着Joyce的离去，校园开始流传了鬼故事。。。
“夜间上厕所不要害怕哦。。因为有位学姐总是在那棵老树下看顾着你。。”
—完—
*Based on requested from some of my friends, I had moved my ghost story from my previous blog to locate here. Enjoy the story and leave some critic or comment.Thanks.
客观的态度.Objective Attitude
当一个人对你那短短的一句评论大嚷，生气，
If someone feel angry and making noice due to one of your short comment that u dropped on her post,
而做出些激烈反驳时，
And made a vehement response from these,
你觉得大多是出自什么原因呢？
What is the cause reason do you think from her reaction?
因为我们真的误解了她所想表达的意思？
Because we really misunderstood the meaning of what she would like to express?
还是我们说中了她极想掩饰的心思？
Or we did said something that she wants to conceal in mind?
这点，只有对方的心里最清楚不过，
About the answer, only the author's mind will be know.
而不是靠那篇说辞。
We cannot just rely on rhetoric, the words from mouth to prove the truth.
有如Sedap即食面广告说辞：
As the script from mee product's Sedap advertisement:
“说话，嘴巴会骗人，但品尝食物，嘴巴是不会骗了的。”
"The words spoken from mouth can be deceiving, but the taste of food, the mouth will not be deceived."
其实，嘴巴不只会骗人，还会不知觉的去麻醉自己。
In fact, the mouth is not only used to deceptive, but used to hypnosis themselves too without notice.
无论如何，这并不是这篇文章说想要说的重点。
However, this is not the main point that I would like to present in this post,
事实到底是什么，其实跟我是毫无关联和影响的。
The truth is non of my business.
何必为此费心思呢？
Why do i need to bother on it?
重点是，虽说部落格，是用以记载各人的人情事物，
The main point is that although the blog is used to record each of the human things,
但，也是用以分享生活的一个平台，
But, it's also as a platform for the sharing of life,
它是属于公开化的，完全跟隐私扯不上任何一点关系，
It is kind of open, completely nothing to do with the privacy.
何一个地方，任何一个时候，任何一个人，
Any place, any time, any single person,
不管是熟悉，或完全属于陌生的，
Whether familiar or entirely unknown,
都可以随意进入你这小小的空间，
Have easy access to this small space,
以他的各人观点感觉，给以评论，
Each point of view is just based on their own feeling, different perception and interpretion,
身为博客，应以客观的态度去接受大家的评论，
As a blogger, should be based on objective attitude to accept everyone's comments,
如果觉得对方误解了，说错了，
If you think that the other misunderstood, wrong perceived on your message,
你可以选择回复作为解释，
You can choose to reply with your feedback,
或者选择忽视。
Or may to ignore.
而不是以口不择言的方式去伤害对方，
Not used your words from mouth to hurt others,
来释放自己的怒气。
just to release your anger.
如果非要如此的主观，
If you couldn't open your heart to receive the comment no matter in good or bad,
那建议你，请将自己的部落格设上密码，锁了它，将它完全的隐私化。
Then I suggest you, please set up your own blog with password, lock it, it would be complete privacy. people unable to access and leave any msg or comment without your permittion.
那样，就没有人可以误解你，或给于一些你不爱看到的评论了。
Therefore, no one will misunderstand you, or give in some comment that you do not prefer to read.
至于我，不会再踏入你的部落格一步，
For my side, I will not step into your blog anymore,
以确保自身安全。
In order to ensure my own security.
If someone feel angry and making noice due to one of your short comment that u dropped on her post,
而做出些激烈反驳时，
And made a vehement response from these,
你觉得大多是出自什么原因呢？
What is the cause reason do you think from her reaction?
因为我们真的误解了她所想表达的意思？
Because we really misunderstood the meaning of what she would like to express?
还是我们说中了她极想掩饰的心思？
Or we did said something that she wants to conceal in mind?
这点，只有对方的心里最清楚不过，
About the answer, only the author's mind will be know.
而不是靠那篇说辞。
We cannot just rely on rhetoric, the words from mouth to prove the truth.
有如Sedap即食面广告说辞：
As the script from mee product's Sedap advertisement:
“说话，嘴巴会骗人，但品尝食物，嘴巴是不会骗了的。”
"The words spoken from mouth can be deceiving, but the taste of food, the mouth will not be deceived."
其实，嘴巴不只会骗人，还会不知觉的去麻醉自己。
In fact, the mouth is not only used to deceptive, but used to hypnosis themselves too without notice.
无论如何，这并不是这篇文章说想要说的重点。
However, this is not the main point that I would like to present in this post,
事实到底是什么，其实跟我是毫无关联和影响的。
The truth is non of my business.
何必为此费心思呢？
Why do i need to bother on it?
重点是，虽说部落格，是用以记载各人的人情事物，
The main point is that although the blog is used to record each of the human things,
但，也是用以分享生活的一个平台，
But, it's also as a platform for the sharing of life,
它是属于公开化的，完全跟隐私扯不上任何一点关系，
It is kind of open, completely nothing to do with the privacy.
何一个地方，任何一个时候，任何一个人，
Any place, any time, any single person,
不管是熟悉，或完全属于陌生的，
Whether familiar or entirely unknown,
都可以随意进入你这小小的空间，
Have easy access to this small space,
以他的各人观点感觉，给以评论，
Each point of view is just based on their own feeling, different perception and interpretion,
身为博客，应以客观的态度去接受大家的评论，
As a blogger, should be based on objective attitude to accept everyone's comments,
如果觉得对方误解了，说错了，
If you think that the other misunderstood, wrong perceived on your message,
你可以选择回复作为解释，
You can choose to reply with your feedback,
或者选择忽视。
Or may to ignore.
而不是以口不择言的方式去伤害对方，
Not used your words from mouth to hurt others,
来释放自己的怒气。
just to release your anger.
如果非要如此的主观，
If you couldn't open your heart to receive the comment no matter in good or bad,
那建议你，请将自己的部落格设上密码，锁了它，将它完全的隐私化。
Then I suggest you, please set up your own blog with password, lock it, it would be complete privacy. people unable to access and leave any msg or comment without your permittion.
那样，就没有人可以误解你，或给于一些你不爱看到的评论了。
Therefore, no one will misunderstand you, or give in some comment that you do not prefer to read.
至于我，不会再踏入你的部落格一步，
For my side, I will not step into your blog anymore,
以确保自身安全。
In order to ensure my own security.
过去.现在.未来.Past.Now.Future.
好多时候，好多的人，都想回到过去，
A lot of time, peoples think of return to the past,
或许是想寻回失去的亲人，失去的成就，失去的机会，失去的爱情，
Perhaps trying to locate lost loved ones, loss of achievements, lost of opportunities, lost of love,
就连歌手周杰伦都唱了那么一首《回到过去》。
Even the singers'sJay Chou also has a song called "return to the past."
而我当时，只想寻回失去的自己。
And, I was just trying to get back myself.
那个以前的我。。
That the old me.....
那年，我并没有失去的亲人，也没有可以失去的事业和成就，
That time, I have not lost loved ones, and there was no loss of career and accomplishments,
但却失去了那自信满满，乐观且勇往直前不畏挑战的自己。
But I lost my confidence, optimism, brave and the spirit of challenges for life.
我只想找回它。
I was just trying to get them back into my life.
不过，在寻找的过程中，我迷失了，也倦意了，放弃了。
Unfortunately, in the way of searching, I lost, and weariness, and give up.
任随着这份无奈，浑浑沌沌的过着颓废的日子。
Allowed myself live with the days of chaos and decadence,
什么都无所谓的自己，反正最想得到的总究得不到的。
I just let myself be like that since the things we wanted most always unattainable.
曾经以为，这样的自己没有人会察觉到，
Once though, there is nobody would realise of my changes,
毕竟面具戴久了， 戴多了，也就习惯了，分不出真伪了。
After all, wearing masks for a long time, you get used to, and no one is able to distinguish between the real and fake of a person.
直到相交多年的一位朋友珊珊问我：
Until one of my buddy asked me:
“你近来是不是发生了什么事？没办法解决也懊恼吗？总觉得你好像变得不一样了， 尤其是那随便面对生活的态度。”
"Any happened on you lately? still unable to find a solution and feel upset? I Always feel that you seem to have become different, and in particular those casual attitudes toward life."
一语惊醒梦中人啊！
To awaken a dreamer as me!
原来懂得用心的朋友，总会察觉到的，
and I only realised that the original friend is always aware of changes,
只是还不到那时候，他们是不会当着面问出个由来而已，
Is less than that time, they will never ask from us,
或许只是很体谅的怕我们难过，怕我们那很为难的样子。
Perhaps it is just a very sympathetic fear for our sad, afraid that we have a very difficult look.
其实没什么大不了的事情，就只是失去了一段感情，和那诚实的自己而已。
In fact, no big deal, actually I just lost a relationship, and my honestly.
我不能说他不曾带给我欢乐，但别忘了，欢乐和伤害永远是共存的。
I cannot say that he never give me the joy & happiness, but do not forget, joy and injury is always co-exist.
爱情，早就放下了，毕竟是自己的选择。
Love has long been put aside, after all, is my own choice.
但没自信的自己，总是质疑自己的自己，颓废的自己，
But the one of me who are no self-confident, always doubt on herself and decadent,
却遗留了下来。
are left unsolved.
所以有段时间，我好想回到过去。
Therefore, there is period of time, I wish to back in time badly.
直到我的朋友Jesper告诉我：
Jesper, my friend told me:
“没有人可以回到过去，就算让你找回过去的自己，但她还是有所不同了。改变了不见得是一件坏事。不管变得如何，总究还是你自己。以其寻寻觅觅过去的自己，还不如勇敢地去承认，去接受现在的自己，去认识她，让她变得更好。”
"Nobody can go back to the past, even if you back your past self, but she is somewhat different. Change is not necessarily a bad thing. No matter how it become, is still you. Instead of kept searching for the past of you, you should have to accept and understanding of the present and let her get better. "
可不是。一句简单的话语，足以让我醒觉。
A simple words, enough to let me wake up.
现在，我开始喜欢这个我了。
Now, I began to like this to me.
更喜欢现在的生活。
love my life now.
或许是因为真地的学会了放下过去的一切包括我自己。
Perhaps because really learned to let go of everything, including my own past.
朋友，总是在需要的时候，给了我这稍稍的惊喜。
Friends, always when needed, gave me a little surprise.
过去的我，都还给了回忆；
Over the past I have returned to the memories;
现在的我，还努力地在过着；
Now, I also worked in live;
至于未来，我也很期待。。
As for the future, I am also looking forward to. .
因为现在的自己，相信未来应该会更美好的。
Because of my life now, I believe the future should be in better shape.
珊珊，你察觉到了吗？我的转变。
Shanshan, do you noticed it? I changed.
那认真过活的我。
I live sober.
A lot of time, peoples think of return to the past,
或许是想寻回失去的亲人，失去的成就，失去的机会，失去的爱情，
Perhaps trying to locate lost loved ones, loss of achievements, lost of opportunities, lost of love,
就连歌手周杰伦都唱了那么一首《回到过去》。
Even the singers'sJay Chou also has a song called "return to the past."
而我当时，只想寻回失去的自己。
And, I was just trying to get back myself.
那个以前的我。。
That the old me.....
那年，我并没有失去的亲人，也没有可以失去的事业和成就，
That time, I have not lost loved ones, and there was no loss of career and accomplishments,
但却失去了那自信满满，乐观且勇往直前不畏挑战的自己。
But I lost my confidence, optimism, brave and the spirit of challenges for life.
我只想找回它。
I was just trying to get them back into my life.
不过，在寻找的过程中，我迷失了，也倦意了，放弃了。
Unfortunately, in the way of searching, I lost, and weariness, and give up.
任随着这份无奈，浑浑沌沌的过着颓废的日子。
Allowed myself live with the days of chaos and decadence,
什么都无所谓的自己，反正最想得到的总究得不到的。
I just let myself be like that since the things we wanted most always unattainable.
曾经以为，这样的自己没有人会察觉到，
Once though, there is nobody would realise of my changes,
毕竟面具戴久了， 戴多了，也就习惯了，分不出真伪了。
After all, wearing masks for a long time, you get used to, and no one is able to distinguish between the real and fake of a person.
直到相交多年的一位朋友珊珊问我：
Until one of my buddy asked me:
“你近来是不是发生了什么事？没办法解决也懊恼吗？总觉得你好像变得不一样了， 尤其是那随便面对生活的态度。”
"Any happened on you lately? still unable to find a solution and feel upset? I Always feel that you seem to have become different, and in particular those casual attitudes toward life."
一语惊醒梦中人啊！
To awaken a dreamer as me!
原来懂得用心的朋友，总会察觉到的，
and I only realised that the original friend is always aware of changes,
只是还不到那时候，他们是不会当着面问出个由来而已，
Is less than that time, they will never ask from us,
或许只是很体谅的怕我们难过，怕我们那很为难的样子。
Perhaps it is just a very sympathetic fear for our sad, afraid that we have a very difficult look.
其实没什么大不了的事情，就只是失去了一段感情，和那诚实的自己而已。
In fact, no big deal, actually I just lost a relationship, and my honestly.
我不能说他不曾带给我欢乐，但别忘了，欢乐和伤害永远是共存的。
I cannot say that he never give me the joy & happiness, but do not forget, joy and injury is always co-exist.
爱情，早就放下了，毕竟是自己的选择。
Love has long been put aside, after all, is my own choice.
但没自信的自己，总是质疑自己的自己，颓废的自己，
But the one of me who are no self-confident, always doubt on herself and decadent,
却遗留了下来。
are left unsolved.
所以有段时间，我好想回到过去。
Therefore, there is period of time, I wish to back in time badly.
直到我的朋友Jesper告诉我：
Jesper, my friend told me:
“没有人可以回到过去，就算让你找回过去的自己，但她还是有所不同了。改变了不见得是一件坏事。不管变得如何，总究还是你自己。以其寻寻觅觅过去的自己，还不如勇敢地去承认，去接受现在的自己，去认识她，让她变得更好。”
"Nobody can go back to the past, even if you back your past self, but she is somewhat different. Change is not necessarily a bad thing. No matter how it become, is still you. Instead of kept searching for the past of you, you should have to accept and understanding of the present and let her get better. "
可不是。一句简单的话语，足以让我醒觉。
A simple words, enough to let me wake up.
现在，我开始喜欢这个我了。
Now, I began to like this to me.
更喜欢现在的生活。
love my life now.
或许是因为真地的学会了放下过去的一切包括我自己。
Perhaps because really learned to let go of everything, including my own past.
朋友，总是在需要的时候，给了我这稍稍的惊喜。
Friends, always when needed, gave me a little surprise.
过去的我，都还给了回忆；
Over the past I have returned to the memories;
现在的我，还努力地在过着；
Now, I also worked in live;
至于未来，我也很期待。。
As for the future, I am also looking forward to. .
因为现在的自己，相信未来应该会更美好的。
Because of my life now, I believe the future should be in better shape.
珊珊，你察觉到了吗？我的转变。
Shanshan, do you noticed it? I changed.
那认真过活的我。
I live sober.
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Mission trip- my 1st tried in life.
I had breaking my own record without update my blog more than 2 months. Don't blame on me because that was out of my control due to all the assignments deadlines within these 2 months plus busying with my final exam too. I really exhausted physically & mentally for the past few weeks. Lucky just left another 1 paper to go after Hari Raya holidays.No matter what, I was still "curi tulang" for two days to achieve my mission- climbing on past 2 weeks. We departed from my house around 4am and started to climb from the foot of the mountain at 5am. Why do I say this is a mission trip? This kind of activities is still a bit over depletion for me. Without surprise, I just collapse at the middle way... oppss.. Actually not even middle yet. It just made me felt scare, helpless, and difficultly. Yet, felt great has a lot of friends around me who kept encourage and take care of me. Finally, we were able to make it and took a lot of wonderful pictures on the top of hill with brilliant smiling. friends, you would never know how much I love you all and appreciated !! Everything was just out of our plan; we went to Seremban after that just for a breakfast following with Port Dickson and seafood. How great for our 1 day trip!
Assignments deadline are around the corner!
Currently I had spent most of my time on assignments from day to night which made me a bit sick and exhausted.. the deadlines for those assignments are around the corner but yet haven’t done yet… However, life is still goin on! Hope everything will be fine and go smooth!
Friendship.Full stop.
Currently, someone just said I insincerely as a friend and decided by side to break off the relations with me through a message. Honestly, this message it was just enough to swift my mood from happy as living on the cloud to bad as shit! How difficult for me to be cure from the past, release myself from all the sorrow but how can he just simply destroyed all my effort just with a called and message while he facing his own family problem, emotional like a child? Just make me feel bad and doubt with myself again. Do I really make people feel like I was really insincerely as a friend? What is friend about then? Give me a definition of friendship. I guess there’s none of absolutely answer.
For my side, I think I had already done for what I supposed to do with my ability. I don’t own you my time and life as u wish. There are too many things for me to do for life like Studies and career plan. Work hard to make ourselves and our parents’ life even better in quality. Work hard and play hard for life is what we suppose to do now. I cannot tell you or list out all my tasks to prove that I’m really busy and pressure here. It seems very ridiculous and childish. But Friendship, no need a word, but we still could understand each other. Friendship, no need to meet frequently but we still know what they are doing sometimes, as long as they are staying healthy and keep struggle for their own living. Maybe I just didn’t spend my time as much as you expect for, and never do much as a friend with your perceive. Oh well, then just out of my life if you think so. I had no more energy to console and explain each for you since you had already made your own conclusion without think from my side.
Humans really used to create a lot of problems but unfortunately there’s too many things for me to solve at the moment which are more priority and important. Maybe we were wrong last time, that’s really not an easy task for us to keep as friend. I think this is the best solution between us. I will clear it out soon once I clear up my entire task here. But please, dun just simply comes to influence my emotional again no matter what. I need some space to breathe for live. Nothing more I can be settling and hold on now.
For my side, I think I had already done for what I supposed to do with my ability. I don’t own you my time and life as u wish. There are too many things for me to do for life like Studies and career plan. Work hard to make ourselves and our parents’ life even better in quality. Work hard and play hard for life is what we suppose to do now. I cannot tell you or list out all my tasks to prove that I’m really busy and pressure here. It seems very ridiculous and childish. But Friendship, no need a word, but we still could understand each other. Friendship, no need to meet frequently but we still know what they are doing sometimes, as long as they are staying healthy and keep struggle for their own living. Maybe I just didn’t spend my time as much as you expect for, and never do much as a friend with your perceive. Oh well, then just out of my life if you think so. I had no more energy to console and explain each for you since you had already made your own conclusion without think from my side.
Humans really used to create a lot of problems but unfortunately there’s too many things for me to solve at the moment which are more priority and important. Maybe we were wrong last time, that’s really not an easy task for us to keep as friend. I think this is the best solution between us. I will clear it out soon once I clear up my entire task here. But please, dun just simply comes to influence my emotional again no matter what. I need some space to breathe for live. Nothing more I can be settling and hold on now.
Pre-convo shooting
Me, Fione & Stacy
Jaslyn & me
My style for pre-convo photo album^^looks sexy?come on babe...
Rendezvous Steak Garden
It’s a gathering with my lovely buddies at Rendezvous Steak Garden. Happy birthday to Li Peng(the 2nd white shirt lady from right) & Seok Yong (Pink lady)… Besides, Chi San (Blue shirt) and Li Peng will continue with their master course now in UPM… all the best for both!! May dreams come true!
Quote Today
“Sometimes, the feeling of love is just something misty with illusion. However, at this moment, allow me to sink into the wonderful illusion. Enjoy the feeling of love before the new day coming.”
Quote Today
“I had no idea how could I start have feeling on you and now I afraid that we will lose our tacit understanding for the change, hesitate and not yet ready to leap the boundaries of love.”
Achiever
I had tried a dress at Topshop KLCC by today after my lecturer class. The dress really looks nice and gorgeous which can fit my body pretty well but still a bit expensive for me. Anyway, have to promise myself to work even harder. One day, I wil become a financial independent women who able to grab watever she want without any high consideration.
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HOUSEFLY
That’s really difficult to have a cool’s sunglasses which is match with my SMALL face!!! I just look like a HOUSEFLY now! Hope can acting cool~~Actually today I went to Nichii Fashion City, Fraser Business Park with Jaslyn to hunt for white collared blouses (requirement for the photo taking session) but ended up with purchased on another two dressses:) something bad happened was my card was denied by cashier…argh!! how stupid!!
Rebirth
I was rebirth once currently as the pupal transform into a beautiful butterfly through metamorphosis. Butterfly only rebirth once in life but a matter for rejoicing is we can growth and rebirth few in life as a human. Each of the development will make us become attractively and strongly. Our life is just like a sea- wide, full of unexpectations and endless of opportunities.
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